is it even...techno?

Lyrics:
You are the pain in my throat when I am near you I choke Everything round me saying "Stop, don't do it" You are the hurt in my heart, every time I try to start, everything round me screaming "stop, or lose it"
I try to run but I don't I try to hide on my own, I really do try to die but I'm scared. To ruin your life and mine, hit 2 birds in one straight line, I really do try to die somewhere.
You have your hands tipped with blades, when you hold me I'm afraid of being cut but then I guess I'd be free. If you weren't human I'd tense - cause then all this would make sense, I'd know what everything was telling me.
I try to win but I lose there's no real end I can chose to be let free without suicide - so now I'm just gonna do - what I can try to get through - it's now the start of a life-long ride.
You are the cramp in my side, you jab at me like a knife everything round me screaming "stop don't do it" My mind's made up with a choice, for once I'm using my voice - everything round me pleading "please keep with it"
I try to win but I lose there's no real end I can chose to be let free without suicide - so now I'm just gonna do - what I can try to get through - it's now the start of a life-long ride.
I try to run but I don't I try to hide on my own, I really do try to die but I'm scared. To ruin your life and mine, hit 2 birds in one straight line, I really do try to die somewhere.

Thanks for the support!!
-hania
xox